sometimes i wish for snow, and when it comes i don't want it. sometimes i wish for wind, but when it comes i don't want it. every fucking day i wish for sun, but it never comes.
my dream is bigger than yours. i know that. but i don't know anything at all. damn, complicated.. isn't i? yea, i know. im so fucking complicated. it's fucked up. im fucked up.

im going to my best friend tomorrow. he lives in ******** and it takes about two hours with bus. i love to sit alone, in my own world and just draw. and that's what im going to do! :) i can't wait! :D

love