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i have never ever hate something so much, or someone.. im so fucking angry i cry out loud. i slam the door and wanna destroy everything that is available here
tired
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forgot to tell ya
i throw up yesterday, it was not on purpose. it just came.
thursday
it's thursday for your information ;) i just wanna tell you how it's going for me..
monday: binge..
tuesday: nothing
wednesday: a quarter of a tomato and some avocado.
and today im gonna eat a quarter of a tomato every three hours. when you eat every three hours it will keeps you in time digestion
monday: binge..
tuesday: nothing
wednesday: a quarter of a tomato and some avocado.
and today im gonna eat a quarter of a tomato every three hours. when you eat every three hours it will keeps you in time digestion
long time, no see
im sorry, i will update more than before.. promise. i've spent the morning at the hospital, but they can't find anything.. i feel sick. i havn't been in school all week and now it's wednesday. i'll be lagging behind in all subjects.. sux. im going to the gynecologist tomorrow, and that really scared me out. IM FUCKING SHAKING HERE.
help, please help.
help, please help.
no way-
shitshitshit.
im a fake.
im a fake.
yeah..
im sorry i havn't write for a long time. life have been up and down.. atm it's down, very very far down. im fucing eating. all the fucking time. got to stop. nownownoooow. I CAN DO IT I KNOW.
lots of love to you.
yea, it's me on tha pic
lots of love to you.
yea, it's me on tha pic
eeuuww
vomit
you don't have to read all this..
i don't know if everything i'm writing is just some fucking shit.. but i don't care, i really have to write now. and if you don't wanna read it, don't! anyway.. i over-slept today, it fucking sucks 'cause i came 20 minutes late to the english-test vi had in this morning. but OF COURSE i had been practicing the wrong things.. everything's shit today, the weather too. it's slush-snow and rain, does it sounds nice? no no no.
i went home. of course, i'm so weak. why can't i be strong and stay in school? my head bangs again. and i feel faint. haven't eat anything for two days now. i ate some bread at tuseday but since then i've only been drinking tea, pepsi max, fun light juice, water .. how long can i go throw this? i hope no one will notice anything. in two days it's one-week holiday. and it's my birthday on tuseday. after the holiday, i promise myself; i'll be in school and not be sick or at home.
i hope.
i went home. of course, i'm so weak. why can't i be strong and stay in school? my head bangs again. and i feel faint. haven't eat anything for two days now. i ate some bread at tuseday but since then i've only been drinking tea, pepsi max, fun light juice, water .. how long can i go throw this? i hope no one will notice anything. in two days it's one-week holiday. and it's my birthday on tuseday. after the holiday, i promise myself; i'll be in school and not be sick or at home.
i hope.
thinking
soon i'll get my period and im gonna be sooo hungry for chocolate. just look at this.. soon it's valentine's day, and its just chocolate and hearts. my boyfriend isn't even at home. he's going ski. my birthday is the day after valentines day, i hope no one gives me chocolate!
<3
my party was fucking awesome<33333333333333
im eating
im eating. im eating. im eating. help. im eating chocolate.
let's crawl back to life
good morning beautiful!
i wake up around 05.40, 'cause my best friend texted me. haha.. usually i don't wake up of that sound, weird. but i couln't fell asleep again so i started to study! THATS WEIRD TOO! Anyway.. my day is fucking stressful today. no rest!
kisses
i wake up around 05.40, 'cause my best friend texted me. haha.. usually i don't wake up of that sound, weird. but i couln't fell asleep again so i started to study! THATS WEIRD TOO! Anyway.. my day is fucking stressful today. no rest!
kisses
heyy man
yeah, i swam today. and soon i'll yoga :D /like.
Nothing today
hell yeah! SCOOORE :D haven't eat today. im fine. im cold, but who cares? I'll weigh myself tomorrow.. im nervous.
nighty
nighty