thoughts

okey, i really got to write. All the feelings inside me are screaming, sooo loud. I can't even hear what im thinking, i wanna get through this but im not sure i can. Right now i wanna disappear. Just go.. go away from it all. Leave everything and find something new. I want a new body, a whole new body. I wanna hide behind something, something big. This night i'll cry my pillow so wet. Sleep tight fucking world. I hope you're happy now.