thursday

it's thursday for your information ;) i just wanna tell you how it's going for me..
monday: binge..
tuesday: nothing
wednesday: a
quarter of a tomato and some avocado.

and today im gonna eat a quarter of a tomato
every three hours. when you eat every three hours it will keeps you in time digestion

Nothing today

hell yeah! SCOOORE :D haven't eat today. im fine. im cold, but who cares? I'll weigh myself tomorrow.. im nervous.

nighty

my head!!

baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah :c not eating, not eating, not eating.
sweet :)
will get some pepsi max soon.
just drink, just drink.


ate a lot

i ate a lot today. much chicken, and some bread, and some corn. nad some peanuts, but before i havn't eat in five days. and tomorrow i will start to not eat again :)


YAY!!

i've lost 1 kilo in five days!!!!

RIGHT NOW MY LIFE IS MADE OF ROSES!


going great

i haven't eat for three days now. i feel good, acutally! i have drink a lot of green tea and water. cucumber-water! <3 soon i got my guitarlesson and then i'll go to the gym with my best friend :)

sweet


proud

yesterday i was at the gym and i ran in one hour, than i trained strength.
!!!
i only ate some crisps and popcorn on all day

dieting

have you heard about this site? nlslimming! they sell diet pills, and i want it now!!!!!!!! oh, damn i wish i was 18 so i could buy it! i hate to just be 16, soon 17.. :c ONE YEAR LEFT!

my tongue burns

damn, i just are lunch and it was the hottest soup i ever eaten! Only 175 calories :) but i had some paprika in (31 calories). my lunch was 206 calories. im so damn measured!! and thirsy.. haha

see yea

Dinner

spinach, paprika, cottage cheese, white egg and corn!
just 316 calories :)



time for lunch


hate my life.

i have already eaten 470 calories and the time is just 09.14 am. hate hate hate.

god, where are you?

just binge binge binge. allt day long. fuck it. god, if you're up there, please help me. i REALLY need your help. :( i can't stop eating. its a shame!

new thoughts!

I'll start with breakfast again. i start tomorrow! i'll eat 30 grams of oatmeal every moring (130 calories). then lunch in school, just some beans (123 calories). and than dinner at home, salat or something else with a bit of calories. i'll drink tea, black coffe, water or sparkling water.
ill make some tea now!
kisses

my goal

i wanna weight around 115 punds at first. then i wanna get slimmer. and slimmer.

:(

i think i ate about 1000 calories yesterday :(( feels really bad. OH WHY CAN'T I!? When i move, i'll not have food at home, nothing! Then i'll make it. But i most start nooow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

new nail polish, thanks

i've to buy new nail polish, just so you know.. yeah, i know i got many but i wanna have more! I've ate about 400 calories today and i hate myself.

binge

fuck. It's not good to binge two days in a row.. I just ate two buns and a sandwich. When i binge i always eat food. Most eat candy and chocolate but im most hungry for sandwiches. I don't know why it's so damn hard to not eat. Help me, please.

future plans

i haven't gone to bed yet and I have no plans to do that either. Why do god let me feel like this? I feel sick, i wanna vomit, now now now. Im so fucking thirsty, oh i could drink a whole fucking lake.

future plans for tomorrow
breakfast: black coffee
lunch: a glass of water, maybe two. Doesn't matter!
dinner: might be more water, maybe more coffee.
but NOTHING else. No food for tomorrow.

I listen to Superchick right now. It's fucking earcandy ffs.
If you haven't got to bed yet, do it!
Otherwise you'll be tired tomorrow and it's school and you got to be alert.

fuck, it happen

I could not resist, i binge. fuck fuck fuck. Hate myself. And now I can't vomit :(
kill me

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