god, please help me. help me get throgh this! the only thing i wanna do is to get skinny, why can't i stop eating? i know im not overweight.. rather the opposite. but still, i wanna get thin. so why, why can't you help me? oh, god, im sorry for all the bad things i had ever done, im sorry if i disappointed you.. but please, forgive me :c

im looking forward to tomorrow, then i'll start over, again.