dunno what to say.. i feel so fucking bad, i dunno what to do. I hate myselft, SO FUCKING MUCH. Hate, hate, hate, hate! i hate my mun, i hate my dad. i just hate. I love my boyfrien, i wish i could tell him about my fucking problems. He knows most everything.. but it's just this, this problem, my problem, with the fucking food. I HATE FOOD. Im fucking afraid of food. Don't give it to me, please. I wish i was rich, cause if i was i would buy so much light coke so i could live on it. Just drink light coke and don't eat anything. Oh, what a dream..
Now it's about 10.30 pm, i got to sleep.
see yea my lovers!