oh, why do i not sleep? It's about 01.40 am.. maybe i should sleep. Right now im drinking light coke, im still thirsty. I soon drank 1.5 liters, feels weird. But it's good, i like it. But i think i should sleep now, in fact im tired. I can't face it. Im so cold, my lips turn blue. I wish i was in bed, under my cover. Mmm.. nice.

how long will this take?
how much can i go through?
my heart and my soul aches
i don't know what to do
i bend, but don't break
somehow i'll get through
cause i've you
Don't pity me. Please, don't.