i don't know if everything i'm writing is just some fucking shit.. but i don't care, i really have to write now. and if you don't wanna read it, don't! anyway.. i over-slept today, it fucking sucks 'cause i came 20 minutes late to the english-test vi had in this morning. but OF COURSE i had been practicing the wrong things.. everything's shit today, the weather too. it's slush-snow and rain, does it sounds nice? no no no.
i went home. of course, i'm so weak. why can't i be strong and stay in school? my head bangs again. and i feel faint. haven't eat anything for two days now. i ate some bread at tuseday but since then i've only been drinking tea, pepsi max, fun light juice, water .. how long can i go throw this? i hope no one will notice anything. in two days it's one-week holiday. and it's my birthday on tuseday. after the holiday, i promise myself; i'll be in school and not be sick or at home.

i hope.