i dunno know where it comes from.. this fucking fever.. but i have an idea. now, im drinking green tea and eating oatmeal for breakfast. clock is about 11.55 am. soon 12.. i wish i was i a warm country, with my boyfriend. he's somewhere in Arabia.. that bitch!! Hahha.. just jealous. i really have to study but i don't feel for it, my head hurts. i hit it yesterday and have the world's bump now.. its not fear. this world isn't fear. i have a test in voice and movement (its one of my subjects) tomorrow and i have national tests in math on thursday, and on friday we have civics test. this week suck SO HARD! ooh, i wish i was dead. but.. everything is poetry