just scared. now. clock is  almost 4 a.m and i can't sleep. i feel awfull. i feel sick. i feel terrible. i wanna die, seriously. i know i can't live with what i've done. i have been a fool. fuck im scared. :( tomorrow will be like hell, im going to fall asleep at the first lesson, i know that. but what can i do? im not tired ..

everything is poetry baby.