omg best weekend!
it have been the best weekend ever (without my boyfriend). ***** and i was out yeatserday night. ooh, im not gonna tell you now.. but later.
kisses
kisses
slept over
SLEEP OVER PARTY! haha.. kind of.. me and my friend had a cola-zero party.. :) and then we saw movies and then we fell a sleep. haha.. she was sweet this morning when i had go, i slept and i was clothing. then i woke her up and she just mumbled something. i was like "helloo, sweetie i got to go!!" then she woke up and "what!? already!?" and i "yes, but keep sleeping"
haha.. it was sweet. soon **** and i going to the gym. again! :D love that word.. when its something good. ahhaha
kisses
haha.. it was sweet. soon **** and i going to the gym. again! :D love that word.. when its something good. ahhaha
kisses
the beauty life is made of white roses
im gonna do that tattoo on my sway. love that words, beauty, life, roses..
what dosen't kill you makes you wish it did
still fever.. and my head hurts so fucking much. i feel awful. my best friends boyfriend dumped her yesterday, not in a bad way.. he says he still loves her but not in the same way she loves him. it sucks
Skins
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ejBt2MU4sL0
LOOK AT THIS! OH IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. he's so sweet, i wanna die! Luke Pasqualino is so good, i love him,so sick. beautiful. im about to download the series right now.. oh can't wait til them are finish!
LOOK AT THIS! OH IM SO IN LOVE WITH THIS GUY. he's so sweet, i wanna die! Luke Pasqualino is so good, i love him,so sick. beautiful. im about to download the series right now.. oh can't wait til them are finish!
9
nine is an upside down six. you always say that.. never six is an upside down nine.. right?
oh, my thoughts.. i get it if you can not cope with them.
i start on today. yesterday was awful. i ate sandwiches and sandwiches and sandwiches. and i think im allergic to gluten 'cause i feel so bad right now.. my stomach hurts so badly. but it can be other reasons for that.. i know.
oh, my thoughts.. i get it if you can not cope with them.
i start on today. yesterday was awful. i ate sandwiches and sandwiches and sandwiches. and i think im allergic to gluten 'cause i feel so bad right now.. my stomach hurts so badly. but it can be other reasons for that.. i know.
fever.. again
i dunno know where it comes from.. this fucking fever.. but i have an idea. now, im drinking green tea and eating oatmeal for breakfast. clock is about 11.55 am. soon 12.. i wish i was i a warm country, with my boyfriend. he's somewhere in Arabia.. that bitch!! Hahha.. just jealous. i really have to study but i don't feel for it, my head hurts. i hit it yesterday and have the world's bump now.. its not fear. this world isn't fear. i have a test in voice and movement (its one of my subjects) tomorrow and i have national tests in math on thursday, and on friday we have civics test. this week suck SO HARD! ooh, i wish i was dead. but.. everything is poetry
life
life is a competition and if you lose, you will always be a loser. i think thats true, allway win, never lose. its how it is!
hate the word "if.."
if i have.. if a could.. if i.. fuck this.
i wanna sleep! NOW! :(((((((((((((
i wanna sleep! NOW! :(((((((((((((
Sometimes
im scared
just scared. now. clock is almost 4 a.m and i can't sleep. i feel awfull. i feel sick. i feel terrible. i wanna die, seriously. i know i can't live with what i've done. i have been a fool. fuck im scared. :( tomorrow will be like hell, im going to fall asleep at the first lesson, i know that. but what can i do? im not tired ..
everything is poetry baby.
everything is poetry baby.
ma dream
sometimes i wish for snow, and when it comes i don't want it. sometimes i wish for wind, but when it comes i don't want it. every fucking day i wish for sun, but it never comes.
my dream is bigger than yours. i know that. but i don't know anything at all. damn, complicated.. isn't i? yea, i know. im so fucking complicated. it's fucked up. im fucked up.
im going to my best friend tomorrow. he lives in ******** and it takes about two hours with bus. i love to sit alone, in my own world and just draw. and that's what im going to do! :) i can't wait! :D
love
my dream is bigger than yours. i know that. but i don't know anything at all. damn, complicated.. isn't i? yea, i know. im so fucking complicated. it's fucked up. im fucked up.
im going to my best friend tomorrow. he lives in ******** and it takes about two hours with bus. i love to sit alone, in my own world and just draw. and that's what im going to do! :) i can't wait! :D
love
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im sick.
dreams
i wanna get so thin im almost air. i wanna have a weight around 100 pounds. i wanna eat ice cream. i want summer. now.
im sorry
clear your room of teenage thoughts now
you said: make your choice
take an independent decision
i held a hand against your warm skin
you said: close your door, we have something to sort out
you said: make your choice
take an independent decision
i held a hand against your warm skin
you said: close your door, we have something to sort out
i've borrowed my life
its fucking true. and i got to return it now.
oh, fuck
let me wake up from this horrible nightmare.. :(
everybody's friend is nobody's friend
a false friend is worse than an enemy
everyone has their secrets
i just borrow my life
a group of friends must sometimes be repaired
a friend give a further chance
everyone has their secrets
i just borrow my life
a group of friends must sometimes be repaired
a friend give a further chance
is it gonna happen today?
im scared. but i got to do something.
coffee time
mm.. love this black coffee in the evenings..
